THOUGHTS AND QUESTIONS ON FLOW OF ALIGNMENT

I HAVE BEEN LEARNING MORE ABOUT ALIGNMENT, ATTUNEMENT, INTUITION, AND WHAT THAT MEANS. AFTER "SURVIVING MORE TRAUMA OF ALL KINDS IN ONE WEEK OR MONTHS THAN MOST PEOPLE IN A LIFETIME" AS MY THERAPIST SAID...I AM SLOWLY COMING BACK TO MYSELF. 

THOUGHTS AND POINTS:

- STATE OF FLOW AND HIGHEST ALIGNMENT STILL HAPPENS IN THE MIDST OF THE DEEPEST FEAR AND NOT KNOWING: IN THE MIDST OF CHAOS WITH THE WORST MEDICAL EMERGENCIES I EVER HAD, THERE STILL WAS UNPLANNED AND UNEXPECTED OUTCOME DIVINGLY GUIDING ME BECAUSE OF GOD 

- PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING OR JUDGING ME DOES NOT CHANGE MY TRUTH AND WHAT I KNOW IS TRUE ABOUT MY OWN LIFE OR SELF: I MUST TRUST THAT IN NOT KNOWING OR BEING ABLE TO KNOW OR EXPLAIN THIS TO SOMEONE, IS ALSO FOR A HIGHER REASON, MAYBE TO TEACH ME TO RELEASE MORE AND TRUST MYSELF AND TO ALSO TEACH THEM REGARDLESS OF THEIR OWN ATTUNEMENT OR ACCEPTANCE

- MY LIFE, TRUTH, WORTH, ETC CANNOT BE ALTERED BY HATE OR JUDGEMENT

- I AM MY OWN PERSON, I DECIDE THE WAY I WANT TO LIVE, HOW TO KEEP GOING AND SURVIVING, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE LIVING WITH ALL I HAVE BEEN CALLED TO CARRY: THIS MEANS I NEED MORE HELP AND TO ASK FOR HELP I NEED AND HAVE PROOF OF AMAZING PEOPLE HELPING ME IN THE MIDST OF NEGATIVE ONES: ENDURING BOTH IS INEVITABLE WITHIN HUMANITY REALM AND FOR HIGHER REASONS

- PEOPLE LEAVING OR STAYING IS STILL A FLOW OF ALIGNEMENT: HOW I ACCEPT OR REJECT IT BRINGS ME PEACE AND FURTHER ALIGNMENT OR MORE STRESS AND DELAYED HEALING

- I CAN CHANGE ANYTHING AT ANY TIME: ROUTINE, MEDICAL DECISION, RELATIONSHIP, HOBBY, LIFE GOAL, WHEN OR HOW I REST EACH DAY, WHAT I SHARE OR NOT SHARE

- ALIGNMENT WITH GOD, PEACE AND COMFORT IS MY TOP PRIORITY: KEEP IN MIND MY CONDITIONS, CHANGING ABILITY, NEEDS, PRIORITIES

QUESTIONS:

- IS THIS THING HELPING ME OR HURTING ME - AM I BEING TRULY HONEST IF IT IS?

- NO ONE CAN LIVE MY LIFE OR HAS TO LIVE WITH ALL I HAVE EXCEPT FOR ME: CAN I TRUST MYSELF TO KEEP DOING WHAT I NEED TO?

- WHAT IS SOMETHING I CAN GET MORE HELP OR COMFORT WITH? 

- WHAT DOES THIS LOOK LIKE F. E. ASKING FOR A HUG, DOING A TASK, GETTING OR MOVING ITEMS, USING MY WHEELCHAIR, MAKING SURE TO ALWAYS HAVE ESSENTIALS IN BAG OR CAR IF GOING OUT ANYWHERE

- WHAT ROUTINES MAKE ME FEEL PEACEFUL, RELAXED, CONFIDENT?

- WHAT CAN I ENJOY TODAY, THIS WEEK?

- WHAT DO I WANT TO LET GO OF?

- CAN I LET PEOPLE BE THEMSELVES AND LET MYSELF BE MYSELF?

- AM I SPENDING TIME WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE?

- IS THERE SOMETHING SPECIAL I WANT TO DO WITH SOMEONE AND WHEN CAN WE NEXT DO IT - NO MATTER WHAT THAT IS?

- RKD

07-18-26